Well...I grew up in a Calvinist family. I went to a Reformed Church. I joined a Wiccan sect. I joined a fundamentalist cult. I was an atheist. I was a missionary. I worked for the Evangelical publishers. I now work for the Dutch Reform Church. I attend all churches. I study theology. My husband is a Messianic, my mother an Eastern philosopher, my father an agnostic. I started listening to Bell, McLaren, Tickle and all the others about two years ago and it was the first time in my life that I did not feel sick to death of church. Í want to dream about church again...